I just can't let Lochie not exist

Just having lost Lochan this morning, as I finished reading Forbidden by Tabitha Suzuma, I cried desperately for a different ending. How can a book about something so taboo make my heart break so much? How can a fictional love make me hurt? This book has become an emotional vampire and I cannot let Lochie just be gone. I need him to continue. So this will be my attempt at bringing him back through a fan fiction. What happens if instead of being caught by their mother, Lochan & Maya are warned by Kit of his wrong doing? What would happen if their mother had secrets she hid from her children? I just hope to bring back that lovely young man who loved his family so much, that he sacrificed his life to keep them whole.